Restless........

Yes it's that time of they year again, though its happening alot sooner this year. I m all restless and cranky. Ya ok the flu is gone, getting on with my work fine, but then i go feel agitated and that puts me off alot of things. Even when I study, my mind wanders off so easily and it always wanders off to the future, not the the distant one but the near one. I guess you could easily say that events about to happen in this 'near' future are ones that are really, really gonna impact my life and will dictate it's course. I always believe in carpe diem but ever so often I get trapped in the evils of planning or at least imagining my future and that always throws me off course my current state in life. I really should just go with the flow and not question everything around with me but as usual that is easier said than done. It's just all this uncertainty that comes with growing up, the uncertainty that will definitely stay with you for the rest of your life. Heck my idea of heaven is one without uncertainty.
But yeah gotta get back on track, 2 exams next week and then its the big finals which are like a month away. Then we ll see how this uncertainty holds up in my life. Hopefully things will seems clearer then. Dont worry I m not on crack. Hope you guys all doin good. Take it easy.

'That's me in the corner, that's me in the spotlight, losing my religion'
REM