Electrical storm

I think from now on, i ll just title my post according to what song I was listening to when i wrote my crap. I ve just got 2 months left till my 1st yr ends. I really cant wait, but am enjoying myself here too. Everything has kinda fallen into perspective here. Exams ends on 23rd of nov, getting a 26th flight back. Lots of things are gonna happen when i get back, apart from all the fun i m gonna have, but will not bother planning, as I have learned that being impromptu is the best and it is def more fun. I am really gonna spend time with my family and friends. Nothing like being with them. Well ya tts bout it i guess, going road trip this weekend up north as next week is 1 week hols, so gonna enjoy, then when come back, must gear up for finals, i really wanna ace my anatomy, as that is giving me hell now. Well tts bout it folks, keep dreaming

Running In th Rain

When life seems cramped
And all you you do is worry bout whether you can hand in the next assignment,
Run in the rain.

When you are frustrated about love,
Or worry you will never find it,
Run in the rain

When everyone seems to have abandoned you,
Or you feel all alone in a packed room,
Run in the rain.

Oklah that was some crappy amateur poetry, but I full advise anyone who feels down and stressed to take a chance and go a run in the rain. Everything always seems clearer to me after a run, but even clearer after a run in the rain. So go ahead and step out of that hole you ve been hiding in, and let your feet do the talking.

Almost Halfway

Well its almost end of september, that means I ve reached the halfway mark for the end of semester. Only about 2 months plus before I go back. Just had some pretty hectic weeks, but its all good, now a bit more relaxed, just a few more assignments left to hand in. Back to feeling restless, haven ran in ages, feel really bad about it, will pick it up. Had a vet quiz night last fri, it was bloody amazing, had lots of fun. Going for the Perth Royal Show this sun. Malaysia is the guest nation, so the MMA committee members have been invited to attend it. Its an annual thing and one of the biggest events in Perth. ITs basically one big carnival. Should be fun. Ah crap I just test drove a friend's car. He just bought it. Damn I miss my car. Its just a wira aeroback, but we ve been through so much, that car and me; driving my drunk friends home, going to klang for breakfast every sun, driving aimlessly with friends in KL at 4 in the morn, driving to Gentings at 6 am on New Year's Morn. Aih, any ride in that car was an experience, mainly because of the music, it was either Led Zeppelin, or Sting n the Police or the Who or Fleetwood Mac. Aih, must do a road trip with that baby and some friends when I get back. Cant wait...Keep Dreaming

Hurt

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hold
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
[Chorus:]What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes awayIn the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughtsI cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone elseI am still right here
[Chorus:]What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes awayIn the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

Johnny Cash a.k.a The Man in Black
I think this is the saddest song ever written. He took it from the band Nine-Inch Nails and turned it into a ballad. He sang it just after his wife died. The man himself died in 2003. He was a strong crusader for the little man, men put behind bars unjustly. He always wore black, thus his nickname. So continues his legacy. Just listen to this song.

Spring....ya rite!

Oklah, maybe I should not be complaining. Being whinny is not me. But seriously winter has gone on too long. All the flowers are in bloom, you practically taste the pollen (which explains my damn cold and sore throat), but yet it is still bloody cold. The wind outside now is howling away like a pack of rabid wolves. I wont be surprise to see a fallen tree tomorrow. So anyway I feel like crapp, not only cos of the cold but because of all the work I am buried in. I ve got a reading log due on Wed, a lab report for fri and 2 lovely tests next week, plus they are tests for the harder subjects, Mammalian anatomy and Cell Bio. Aih, on top of that, next week is multicultural week, in which the Malaysian association is quite actively involved in. It is alot I guess, but in a way its kinda like checking to see if I am alive. I read once that most people dont feel like their alive, cos their life is so jaded and they are pretty stoned with their lives. So getting sick, and getting stressed are ways to show that I am living. The best part is that I know it cant get any worst (I hope), so what awaits me on the other side must be very worth the discomfort I am feeling now. Ok I think I am rambling on a bit too much. Anyway, here is to spring and to all of you who bother reading this and actually giving comments. Thanks Gaik Ping and sueann for your comments. Hope you all doing well. Will give you all a shout when I am done with all my crap. To everyone else, keep dreaming.

Wish You Were Here

So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell,
blue skies from pain.
Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail? A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?
And did they get you trade your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees? Hot air for a cool breeze? Cold comfort for change?
And did you exchange a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?

How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl,
year after year, running over the same old ground.
What have we found?
The same old fears, wish you were here.

Pink Floyd
One of their greatest songs. Just go and listen to it

Merdeka

Yes ,once again I know it has been too long since last post. Anyway to keep it in a nut shell, has the merdeka dinner last wed. Took only 2 weeks of organizing, but it pulled through in the end. It was a superb night. Cant describe it seriously, just pure magic. Had so much of fun, I lost my voice and my health, but its all good and I would def do it a 1000 times over. So now its back again to studies. Feeling restless again, just feel like doing more. Just cant wait to go back end of the year ,keep thinking of my cousin's wedding and all the fun we gonna have. Well that aside for now, I got lots of catching up to do with my work, due to the merdeka commitments. Well its just a short post. Take care and keep dreaming.